So, I realize I've been gone for a while... I never did give up on this. I really feel like it's one of the greatest things I've ever undertaken, even if I never completed it. I'm ready to finish up.
I'm going to start over and start on the right foot. I've put on some weight in the past year and I want it one. My diet is fine, but I need to work out more. I enjoy it, I just never make time for it. So, I'm going to start by making sure that every day for the next week, I work out. I have a program, I just need to follow it. That's the only way I'll really be able to achieve any progress.
I've also decided to relate each goal to an actually problem I'm having in my life. I'm not going to just do these things because they sound good, I'm going to do them because I believe they will actually help me improve as person. I haven't been as driven as I should be. I feel like I'm scared of what may come and what will actually happen if I allow myself to succeed. This has cause me to put off finishing things and take more time than I really need.
I know this post was ALL over the place. it's late. I was at work. Deal.
